The pre- chemo. I have to be confined in a hospital overnight before the actual session for the pre-medication procedures. Honestly, I am scared in the beginning but I know that everybody is with me in prayers - in more fervent prayers this time.
I SHOULDN'T LET EVERYBODY DOWN. Please be with me in prayers. Not only in prayers but in thanksgiving to God whom we owe all these. Whatever the reasons why I should pass this way, I wanted to believe that the Lord is just preparing me for a much bigger blessings that I need to be more worthy and be more cleansed to receive it. THIS TOO SHALL PASS and when that victorious time comes, I wanted to be proud and humble at the same time. Proud to be worthy to pass this test and be humble to let go the pride in my being and to accept the richness and abounding blessings that is coming my way.
I should LET GO of all my fears and let myself surrender to God. It's not easy, I know, but, with prayers -- everything is possible. In that way, I will be able to return all the kindness, generosities and favors from all of you. And of course, take care of myself so that all your efforts will not come to naught.
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"You have a clean slate every day you wake up. You have a chance every single morning to make that change and be the person you want to be. You just have to decide to do it. Decide today's the day. Say it; This is going to be my day." -Brendon Burchard, Author of The Millionaire Messenger
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