2nd Post: The Challenge I have to Face

Since I received the advice from my doctor to undergo 6 sessions of chemotherapy. 
I am sure you will agree with me that your initial reaction is to be scared knowing the common side effects that it will bring.

Again, I resorted to searching the web  and read more about how to deal with it  to have peace of mind. For sure, there are other ways to get healed. I even thought of alternative or natural medicines for healing.

Yeah, I have read the common side effects of chemo. Scary but I should not let this affect me. I harped on the success stories that others have shared, as I read the net and the actual sharings from friends and friends of friends. They were able to overcome their fears and now living a normal life again. It’s consoling to note of that.

The brighter side that the therapy brings made me convinced to go for it. God is whispering in me to GO AHEAD despite the concern that the family’s finances will be affected because of the high cost of undergoing the therapy.  --but, the assurance is there that He will not forsake me nor abandon me and He will be with me all throughout.

As I previously wrote, I still believe in miracles. May it really happen.

Please let  me share another email I sent to those dear to me:

     If this is God's way of sharing, of using me to show others the faith that I have no    
matter how small; 

      if it calls me to show how He will work in my life;  

      if it calls me to be more humble on  how total surrender would really mean;  

      if it calls me to entrust everything to Him

      And to show myself and others that GOD is always around to all who seek for help. 

Then, by all means, with God's grace and guidance, I will exercise that total surrender being called for despite being weak in spirit at times. . 

With everybody's prayer, WE will succeed. 

       I have claimed total victory from the people who have been praying for me, else   those prayers are useless. 

      I have claimed the trust of those who believe that I CAN, else I will fail them. 

      I have claimed the strength of those who believe that I am a strong woman, 

      I have claimed the bravery of those who said I am.  

      I SHOULDN'T LET  you  and friends down and those whom I do not know , else all your efforts and initiatives are useless.   

With the outpour of prayer blessings and love offerings and sharing of others who have experienced the same and have won their life's battles, I can't turn everybody down.  With those inspirational emails and texts; With the prayers of even those people whom I do not know --- it will keep me going.   

I am claiming the POWER TO WIN OVER this challenge and BE TOTALLY HEALED.  My challenge started already since (December of 2010) last year and I will try to continue-- even as I stumble at times, I will Rise Up, Go Ahead, Fight, Have Faith and end up Victorious.  

Please stay with me in prayers and perseverance. I am lucky to be surrounded by family, relatives and friends who talks about healing and total recovery and who have been supporting me in any way they can. 

And, please extend my sincerest thanks to those people whom I do not know but have extended their prayers and support for me --. Those people whom you have reached -- for me.  God Bless US all!

Thanks, 

Ermie